Sunday 5 November 2017

The uncomfortable truth



He still isn't finished but I'm done painting Guilliman.  It took me the best part of 3 weeks to get this far and I just don't want to do any more.  I originally painted him with silver trim and gold pauldrons and hated it.  A fellow gamer commented that he looked like Alpharius which was the final nail in the coffin and so I more or less started over.  A bit like eating a cup of snot and then being told to finish off the bucket.  Roboute was an experiment anyway and now that the test is over I might not take him in my lists again.

I am Alpharius!!!

After placing last at Call To Arms, I needed to improve my gaming skills.  Its very hard to retain your sense of humour when you've just been tabled three times in a row.  Playing more games, poring over forums and researching other codexes was out of the question because I am lazy.  Enter the Guilliman.


I knew I wasn't a particularly good player.  The evidence is overwhelming.  But I secretly believed that it wasn't my fault.  I was gimped by playing a sub standard army.  Yes, that was the problem!  Tyranids just don't gel like other armies.  For every advantage they get, there seems to be down side.  Swarmy is a character!  He has 12 wounds so no point in being a character.  Tervigon has endless gaunts!  They blow up when she dies.  Synapse makes them fearless!  Lose Synapse and your game stops being fun real quick.



Then I got smashed to smithereens playing Space Marines.  But that wasn't my fault either!  I was playing with the starter set which wasn't exactly optimal. Or was it?  Maybe I was deluding myself.  I sat down and had a long, hard think.  What if... and this was a dangerous thought... what if I took a strong army to a tournament?  What if I took some foul smelling cheese?  Something so eye-wateringly pungent that it made my dad's feet smell like potpourri?  It wouldn't take much.  I could just retrofit the Whirlwind as a Razorback, drop the dead-weight Inceptors and unreliable Hellblasters and take Guilliman instead of a Captain.  That list is righteously noisome.  If I faced myself in some alternate universe playing this list, I would think I was a right wanker.


So I did it.  I didn't play many practice games (erm.. one) but I took the strongest list I could think of (models allowing) and tried my hardest to win every match.  Maybe playing games isn't just a way of relaxing after all.  They allow us to explore the less savoury side of our personality in a safe manner.  I'm frightened of failure and should get over myself and my insecurity issues.  I finally had no excuses and got to see just how good I was.  I came 14th (mid-table obscurity) and I don't think I'm uspet (still processing). No one pointed at me and called me a twat (not to my face) and now I've set the bar.  If I can achieve 13th place with a Tyranid list then I can be proud!  On the other hand I could have ruined everything because I've discovered that I like playing herohammer and watching Papa Smurf tanking an entire army.  Not sure and time will tell.


"Weighing over ten feet tall,
Feet of clay,
Head of gold.
Middle made of cannon balls,
Rumour has it,
Swallowed whole."
   -  Fluke, Squirt

The death of Tyranids?

12 comments:

  1. Your take on Rowboat Girlyman is absolutely smashing, man! Love the redone base, and the updated gold trim looks fantastic. The flames on the sword are sublime!

    As far as gaming goes, so long as you can find your fun in it somewhere I find winning and losing to be less important. Finding the fun can be a challenge though when you're getting tabled, I'll grant you!

    Keep up the great work, man!

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    1. I reckon I was taking the competitive side far too seriously but I may have worked it out of my system now. I'm in it for the models! Appreciate the comments, thanks.

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  2. Love the base and the flames on the sword, great work - worth it!

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    1. Yeah, I whine a lot but I like the model really and pleased with the results. Thanks Siph.

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  3. I'm painting up a Primaris Alpha Legion force, and now I kind of want to get another Guilliman to go with them after seeing how yours looked with the silver. This may not have been the intended effect of this post ;)

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    1. Paint your existing Guilliman silver and use him as both! Alpharius could be any one of us! The Ultramarine toilet seat symbols emblazoned all over the armour are just camouflage :)

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    2. The blue is too different. I'd have to strip him down and start again almost from scratch.

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    3. Oh I don't recommend that. Dear God no!

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  4. If you want something different I have a whole lot of Indian Mutiny British you could paint for me :-)

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    1. I watched a documentary on the Siege of Cawnpore and its not something I feel comfortable with. Thats my excuse and I'm sticking to it.

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  5. I like it, a really nice paint job and great base to boot. Really goes well with your Primaris stuff.

    By all accounts, the new Nid codex is pretty damn good, giving you a lot of play options. Hopefully it will allow you to take a fun army, but still win some games.

    I hate losing tournament games too, but would rather have a narrow loss with a nice, balanced thematic army than smash all my opponents with a copy/paste netlists. Though I can get very grumpy when I lose!

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    1. I wanted to try smashing my opponents with a netlist (I'm all about new experiences!) but I didn't have enough StormRavens. Oh well, the new Nid codex does look interesting I suppose. I'm not sure Old One Eye will ever make me as happy as Rowboat tho...

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